Posted on May 21, 2025

“Daring to set boundaries is about having the courage to love ourselves, even when we risk disappointing others.” — Brené Brown, The Gifts of Imperfection

You’ve always been the kind one. The reliable one. The calm one. The one others describe as sweet, thoughtful, patient.

You learned to make yourself easy to be around. And somewhere along the way, you began to disappear.

At first, it might have looked like small compromises. Letting someone else choose the restaurant, staying quiet to avoid conflict, helping even when you were tired.

But over time, the habit of being “nice” became something more painful. You stopped asking for what you needed. You started apologizing for having boundaries. You said yes, even when your body screamed no.

And underneath the building exhaustion and resentment, a quiet question started to rise: “Why do I keep abandoning myself?”

When People-Pleasing Is a Survival Strategy

People-pleasing isn’t a character flaw. It’s a form of self-protection, often learned early, when love felt conditional, or conflict felt dangerous.

If you grew up needing to be easy, helpful, selfless, or low-maintenance to feel safe or valued, it makes perfect sense that you developed a nervous system shaped around meeting others’ needs first.

If you grew up needing to be easy, helpful, selfless, or low-maintenance to feel safe or valued, it makes perfect sense that you developed a nervous system shaped around meeting others’ needs first.

  • Maybe you had a caregiver who was emotionally overwhelmed, and you learned not to add to their burden. 
  • Maybe you were punished or ignored when you expressed anger, sadness, or boundaries. 
  • Maybe love felt uncertain, and being good earned you a little more of it.
  • Maybe you had a sibling who needed more attention, and the way you coped was by becoming less—less needy, less loud, less visible.

In environments like these, self-abandonment isn’t weakness—it’s wisdom. It’s how you stayed connected. It’s how you stayed safe.

And while that strategy may have kept you connected and safe in the past, it can quietly erode your connection to yourself now.

When your sense of worth is wrapped up in being “nice,” rest feels selfish. Honesty feels risky. Receiving feels uncomfortable. And saying no feels like rejection—not just of a request, but of your entire identity.

You start to feel guilty for taking up space. But the truth is: you were never meant to disappear to be loved.

You Don’t Have to Keep Abandoning Yourself to Belong

The habit of self-abandonment doesn’t go away overnight. It begins to shift the moment you recognize it for what it is—not a failure, but a pattern rooted in fear and longing. And once you see it, you get to choose differently.

You can begin by gently noticing the moments when you override your own needs. Begin by noticing when you prioritize others at your own expense. Not to shame yourself, but to listen more closely.

You might start to ask:

  • How has this pattern benefited me in the past?  And how can I meet that need for myself in a different way now?
  • What part of me feels unsafe when I speak up?
  • What am I afraid will happen if I disappoint someone?
  • What would it mean to belong to myself, even if it means being misunderstood by someone else?

These questions aren’t meant to be solved. They’re meant to open space—space where your truth, your needs, your voice can begin to re-emerge.

You don’t have to become louder or harder to be worthy. You just have to become more honest with yourself. And that honesty is the beginning of freedom.

A Practice to Support You

If you’re ready to begin turning back toward yourself with compassion, I invite you to take a few quiet moments with this practice: Morning Meditation for Self-Care | You Are Not Broken

It’s a soft, grounding space to remember that your worth is not defined by your usefulness or your agreeableness.  You don’t need to earn care. You don’t need to perform peace. You are allowed to simply be—and be loved.

It’s Safe to Be Fully You

You are not too much. You are not selfish for having needs. You are not a burden because you have limits.

There is a version of you—honest, unfiltered, whole—who is waiting to be met. Not by someone else. But by you.

And when you begin to meet yourself with that kind of devotion, you won’t have to abandon who you are to be loved. Because love will begin with how you love yourself.

You’re Allowed to Be More Than “Nice”

The world does not need you to be more agreeable. It needs you to be authentic.

And you need you to come home to the parts of yourself that you’ve left behind in the name of being “easy to love.”

You are already worthy. Not for being useful. Not for being quiet. Not for saying yes. But for simply being you.

And it’s safe to come home.

Want to Keep Reclaiming Your Wholeness?

My book, You’re Not Broken, was written for this exact journey—the one where you stop abandoning yourself and begin to live from the truth of your worth.

It’s a compassionate path to healing shame, rebuilding self-trust, and coming home to the you that’s always been there, underneath the performance.